You Do Not Go to Heaven, You Become It*
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You Do Not Go to Heaven, You Become It*

Last week the subject was staying current with your dreaming self. I enjoyed hearing your responses to the line of poetry that came from my dream: she paid a dear price in lemons once. 

I played with the idea of the price we pay in lemons, in mistakes– and the gifts that come from our errors, from time. There is the possibility of a new perspective– a big view that alters how we see. I think this is what the title means: not to think so much about going somewhere, as becoming, becoming- not reaching to be more like someone else, but more like oneself. You do not go to heaven, you become it.

 

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The Power of Perception
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The Power of Perception

She paid a dear price in lemons once....

What is the thread that transcends chaos, failure, loss and death? Being a maker, creating, is a way of finding that coherence. There is so much time spent failing, experiencing loss and chaos. One thread for me is staying current with my dreaming life, with the night.

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Try to Praise the Mutilated World
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Try to Praise the Mutilated World

The last post was about stories, and how they can be maps for the human dilemma, a way to come to terms with sorrow, loss, tragedy and impermanence. The bigger picture– the direction that poetry points us toward– gives us a glimpse of "a coherence that transcends chaos and death". (Susan Brind Morrow) 

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Once Upon A Time
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Once Upon A Time

You can see this any day. It is both time and place at once. It is of transcendent beauty. It is the agent of all transformation. It is the origin of all things. It is so familiar that it is known by all. Yet so familiar it is forgotten and unseen. But even forgotten it is the one essential thing: the dawn.
(Susan Brind Morrow, The Dawning Moon of the Mind: Unlocking the Pyramid Texts)
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Begin With a Line
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Begin With a Line

For the present moment let us content ourselves with the most primitive of elements, the line. At the dawn of civilization, when writing and drawing were the same thing, it was the basic element.  –Paul Klee
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Come Further In
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Come Further In

Clouds. It was a bizarre preoccupation, perhaps even a frivolous one, but he didn’t resist it. He went with it, as he often does, despite not having a specific goal or even a general direction in mind; he likes to see where things go. - Jon Mooallem

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Bound/Unbound
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Bound/Unbound

This image came from a vivid dream of a rattlesnake. It was folded, not coiled, into four quarters and tied with four cords.

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Enjoy Your Problems
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Enjoy Your Problems

This week I have had a chance to reflect on how my love for mythology and my Buddhist training influence my process of making.

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